- Butch Walker
You say hello, inside I’m screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I’m sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don’t know
But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain’t so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he’s the one
I talk to me, but you can’t hear the pain I feel
You don’t know
Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain’t so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you
Oh, don’t turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I’m not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can’t find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it’s love and I’m in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss ‘em
And let’s get messed up and listen to probably…
The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain’t so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
HELLO. DID YOU KNOW THAT DECEMBER STARTS NEXT WEEK?!?!?!?!? I bet you didn’t realise that. You didn’t, right! Wow. That’s… really truly very fast. I guess it’s cause of O’s. That’s why everything seems to be coming so fast now! Like, caroling, Christmas, December, BANGKOK!!!!! HAHAHA. Oh my gosh, I’m really super excited for Bangkok. I hope my sister and I don’t fight on the trip. It’ll be horrible 
I really hope we don’t!!!! Oho, we’re going to have a sleepover next week! Actually we’re not sure because we seem busy haha. I mean Celeste, Mars and Lissa and I of course. Man I miss them so much! :’( CAN YOU SEE THIS? I SAID I MISS YOU LEH, MISS KAYPOHS. Hahaha.
I know I reaaaally shouldn’t be thinking about this now but, I’m so scared for next year. I seriously don’t feel ready to leave IJ, even though I’m technically not part of the school any more. I’m scared to go to another school, a mixed school at that, and have to meet people and make new friends. What if I like, change?!?!?!?! In a bad way. I’m so scared la.
Oh yesssss I was at Netball farewell today! The juniors are sweet 
I’ll definitely miss traininggzzzz and like Annabelle and me eating dinner after training haha, sometimes with Michelle and Deepi and PQ and Gill? at McDonalds. OMG I’M GONNA MISS YOU PEOPLE SO MUCH!!! We’re going to East Coast Park next Wednesday to cycle/blade? I’m so excited! Hahaha the netballers are sooo funny please, especially like Abigail and George, the almost-ah-lians. Actually Abigail’s very ah lian to me, but she’s hilarious, so it makes up for it. Haha. <3 <3 <3 ttm manz.
Omg. The song playing now totally reminds me of you. SEE, I TOLD YOU MY ITUNES MOCKS ME. Omg I feel like Marsahxcxcxcxc haha. :/
Anyway!!! HAHAH. I really shoooould start packing/clearing my room, putting all the books and notes and worksheets and papers I'm passing to Iggy in his cupboard and off my floor haha. I want to rearrange my room leh!!! I need a cupboard/shelf instead of two tables! I just make the tables real messy :/ Rahhhh~ I need need neeeed to create a workspace, which I probably (and hopefully) won’t start using til March/April. Okay. So many things to do, so little energy and motivation to actually get off my ass and do it. -sigh-
I’m just curious, I know you read my blog, but why don’t you comment? I’m very sad you know. It’s very simple! You see the title, right? See the line below it? Yeah at the end of the line, you click “Leave a Comment” and type something nice! Pleaaaaaase? Make me feel better???? PLEASE!!!! 
Nyeahahaha. OR You could tag on my tagboard! It’s the first link under ‘DAILIES!‘, which is the third heading on the second/middle column. Yes. Do you see /Tagboard? CLICK THAT! It makes me happy reading comments/tags hehehe. I swear I’ll reply!
I JUST REMEMBERED!!!! _whzp AND biskeet_ ARE DONE WITH THEIR TRAINING COURSE AT THE SWASHBUCKLING ACADEMY!!!!! OKAY OKAY MUST GO COMPLETE COURSE.
YES YES YES SHE’S HOME AND SHE DIDN’T BUY MY ANYTHING THAT CHICKEN NEH NEH. Yeah I just came from her house. Peter, Iggy and I were supposed to surprise her at the airport but her flight came early (like wtf, really?!) so we went to her house. Iggy and I surprised her even though she “soooo saw it coming” pft yeah right celeste! Hahaha. ILY&MYSOMUCHBABY Talk soon nyeahaha and just hang out Yay!
I have to start writing my Christmas list!!!!! And the list of presents I’m gonna get people! Haha, well, before Bangkok anyway hahaha. Netball farewell tomorrow!!! Excited. GOOD NIGHT
-Norwegian Recycling
I’ve got a bite on my neck I don’t know what bite it is though because I can’t see it. It’s definitely not a mosquito bite, for it’s more painful than it is itchy. Pain in the neck
Muahahaha I should start planning my Christmas List. I’m really excited for December!!!! Bangkok + Caroling + Christmas Light up? (Even if I’m not acting I still want to watch it!) + Christmas! Haha. Christmas always makes me happy. I like the whole jolly season haha. TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY FALALALALAA-LALALALAAA~
I don’t know anything any more. You got my hopes up, on Saturday. Then totally crushhhhhed itttt rahhhh. Haha. -shrug- You got them up again today. I thought something was going to happen. But I think what Mars said is right, I have to think about it carefully, handle it maturely. People make mistakes to learn to get better. I still think I made far too many. Also! I shouldn’t rush into it. I don’t know anything any more. I just wish you were a mind reader hahaha then you could see into my souuuuul okay, mind but yeah see just goes with soul. Whatever, never mind.
Oho I didn’t know Green Day was coming to Singapore. I knew Muse and The Killers were, but I’m more interested in Green Day heh. I wish I could go for a live concert though!!!! I liked Lady Gaga at Singtel’s AMPed haha.
Tomorrow we’re gonna go around Singapore to eat!!!! I’m excited hahaha. :’( I’m gonna miss IJ so freaking much!!!! And I’m so damned worried about my results! Okay so I’ve been telling people to like relax and like worry only when the time comes but WHAT IF I CAN’T GET INTO BIOMED D: I THINK I’LL JUST GO TO CJ AND DIE LA No offence to like CJ or anything but I DONT WANT TO GO TO A JC!!!!!! I just, detest the idea. And I’m not just going to apply to any other course at SP just so I go to a poly, you know? I want to actually GET INTO BIOMED AGHHHHHH D’: D’: D’:
Omg Jessica Lee and I have to stop conversing on her LJ hahaha. It’s pretty funny :b Cause we’re both online. Haaah. I hate cramps, ugh. But I’m glad I didn’t have anything during day of fun, if not I wouldn’t have been able to play rugby in the rain! HAHAHA. Rugby was seriously damn fun. I loved it :b I think I only like it because of the rain haha. The field was all muddy and squishy haha whooo! Fun stuff. Gill (Soh) was like ‘the dirtiest girl’ haha, she said it. And even more so because Nahshon attacked her neck with mudddd. Rahhh hahah.
I’m sleepy -yawn- good night!
Relient K – Over Thinking
Rawhh. Today was a tiring day. Tomorrow’s a day of fun! I really hope so. You know, I shouldn’t be thinking about stuff that gets to me like that, that bothers me so much. But I just can’t help it, you’re just, there! I talked to Colin about it (and am feeling guilty for not telling Celeste first but, I couldn’t take it any more today) and I don’t really know what conclusion we’ve come to. Heh. So I visited your blog! (I wonder if you still read mine) aaaand sometimes I wish your posts were about me, sometimes I really hope they aren’t. But either way, if things could go back to how they were before, I swear I’d be less selfish, because before, everything was about me me me me me me smiley me me me hugs me windmill me hahahaha do you know what I’m talking about? :/ Whatever. Yeah I swear I’d be less selfish, and think more about your feelings, and show you how I feel and not just tell you and pretend it’s real, and then I wouldn’t have to say that I love you, because you’d already know.
I really hope you see this, and get it because frankly, I really miss you.
HAHAHA RACHAEL, JIA, NIANCI AND I JUST GOT OOVOO HEHEHE. YOU SHOULD GET IT TOO.
Oh my god. It’s over. It’s over over over over!!!!!! Can you believe it?! The “Big O’s”, OVER! Haha wow. To be honest, I feel pretty lost. I don’t know what to do, when to do what I actually know what to do, and if I do, I’ve no money to go ahead and do it! But it’s all right, because I am going to spend this holiday fruitfully.
Firstly! Grad night’s, well, tonight! Hahaha. I’m pretty excitedddd. Actually, I think I’m more excited to see Deb in her heels, hah. Then, there’s CL Day of Fun this coming Saturday! I’m looking forward to it, because it’s like a CL camp minus the spiritual and the horrible planning (on my part) hehe. In a week’s time, I’ll be at my netball farewell! I can’t wait to see all my teammates againnnn, I miss them all so much Especially Annabelle!!!! Hahaha. Rawrr, if you read this, weekday mass someday aye? Then on that Sunday, there’s the ACTs team meet up (I think!) and Arzu’s birthday BBQ!!!! Zomg sooo exciting hehehe.
ALSOOOO IN DECEMBERRR. I’ll be staying over my sister’s place, and going to Bangkok with her hehehe. I’M SO EXCITED MAN. ARE YOU FEELING EXCITED FOR ME!!!
I can’t wait to start getting ready for grad night later. I don’t know why. I’m just, SO BORED right now. (Girls Just Wanna Have Fun – Miley Cyrus hahaha)
Oh yeah, I got my hair cut and dyed on Sunday! It’s like bobbish now (which I really think doesn’t suit me but whatever) and its red/brown/PURPLE.
Can you see the purple!!! Haha. Yeaaaah I think the fringe is a bit short, but meh whatever, it’s already been cut, I can’t possibly go back to the salon and look for the hair that used to be my fringe and then like… what, glue it on. HAHAHA. Omg I need to find something to DO.
La Roux – As If By Magic
Emerging from my world
Imagine living in a box
And I won’t come out
Until I’ve broken all the locks
Slurring all my words
Until something sticks
But in this smoky universe
My mind keeps playing tricks
And although
You’re the only home I know
As if by Magic
Thoughts of you are gone
And now I’m keeping my head in the clouds
And it’s not so tragic
If I don’t look down
Submerging from your world
And back into my bliss
A day rolled into one
Is burning on my lips
Blurring all your words
Until they don’t exist
And in a parallel universe
It’s me you can’t resist
And although
You’re the only home I’ll ever know
As if by Magic
Thoughts of you are gone
And now I’m keeping my head in the clouds
And it’s not so tragic
If I don’t look down
You say I’m a rose tinted lover come on
You know I’ll never love another
I won’t stay a lonely lover for long
You say I’m a rose tinted lover come on
You know I’ll never love another
I won’t stay a lonely lover for long
Hm, I feel artsy now. HAHAHA. Only now huh, so I must grab hold of this opportunity and DO SOMETHING lalalalala kbuaaai
-Demi Lovato
HIATUS
Nyeahahahaha. Are you amazed? :O Never thought I’d go on a hiatus eh? For O’s too. HAHAHA. -kisses onedaylove- I’ll miss ya. Miss me when I’m gone?
Edit (13 Oct):
Okay so like. Just read something. I’m really an idiot who’s has/is going to hurt lots of people. Well, maybeeee not lots. But a few (maybe two) specifically. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND ME. YES IT DOES NOT. IT DOES NOT. OKAY. Omfg shut up. SOVA O’S TOMORROW I’M SCARED. IF I CAN’T GET AN AVERAGE OF 8.5/10 FOR EVERY QUESTION I CAN FORGET ABOUT MY FRICKEN A1 FOR AEP. 
Okay so I’m like hungry x10⁴⁶²⁸³⁶⁰¹²⁹³⁵⁷⁷. HUNGRY!!!!!!! The only thing stopping me from eating freely is this sore throat. It’s sore and itchy but not itchy til the point I have to cough all the time. I want to cough, but I can’t? It’s so frustrating, seriously.
Anyway I had a good morning which was ruined by Mr Chan (how could you not expect it?). I felt like shit the whole day after that, but not because of what he did, more like he just totally pissed me off and chased the happiness away and put me in a super-sian mood. Okay, paired up with my sore throat and fever chill it sucked, like, real bad.
+ve note: I managed to get >6/10 for my SOVA homework! Hehe, I’m always stuck at 6/10, 6/10, 6/10. For this piece I got 7.5/10, 8/10 and 7.5/10 Whoooo! I really do hope Antony Gormley and Andy Goldsworthy come out for O’s!!!!! Time, space, memory, season, decay, EPHEMERAL hahaha.
SOVA paper’s next wednesday. Stupid school won’t let us leave school earlier, like wtf seriously. Whatever happened to two week (or something like that) break before your first paper? So annoying, graaah
I am so not inspired to do Physics now, thank you (the way Lily Allen says it) Mr Chan, thank you very very much. >>:|
-Michael Gungor
Okay. I am over you and I am over you. I swear. Yesterday, seeing them in the car, I was like wow okay. But he wasn’t there, aaaahhhh so there’s that sign for you. HOWEVER DURING MASS I SAW HER AND I WAS LIKE, ARE YOU SUREEE ABOUT THIS. I have decided to move on. I am moving on, slowly but surely. Okay maybe not that slowly hahahaha. Oh yes, and I always feel this twinge in my heart, you know, of regret. But I have decided, that I am going to get over you because it’ll be stupid to keep going back to those feelings that probably are based on just memories. Do you get what I’m saying? :/
Yesterday was the last day of the 9-day Novena! So there’s the Feast Day dinner todaaaay. Zomg I swear the church is so fucking annoying. Or the people planning where we sit at least. Seriously? Next to the CL cupboard? Are you fuh-reaking kidding me?! H8chu all ttm plz
We had our last retreat yesterday. I don’t know about the rest, but I really feel super sad that we’re leaving IJ. As in I’m feeling depressed already. We’re not gonna be able to shout, ANYBODY GOT A PAD anymore, or, like Justina/Sherlyn, lift up people’s skirts just for the fun of it. And worse still, I don’t have a chance of being in the same school as any of my classmates now, and that makes me even sadder because I seriously love my class okay. It took me this long to realise :/ And here most of them are complaining about JC when poly’s gonna be so much harder okay. I can’t imagine not having to wear a uniform, I mean, I’ve been wearing the damn pinafore for 10 years now.
-sigh- I am going to cheer up and focus on studying, because Fr Pereira (however you spell his name) said we should have a 9am-9pm study plan haha. 10 hours HAHAHAH. But after today, because well it’d be kind of pointless for me to start studying now when I’m going to leave the house soon. Prelims are over, but O’s aren’t. I passed my Physics MCQ but hell, I’m not gonna get my A1, A2 even. I CANT DO IT. 8 points with L1R4 I can’t I can’t, I know everyone’s telling me you confirm can one la but LOOK AT ME. DO YOU REALLY THINK I CAN? REALLY?
-Avenged Sevenfold
Exactly why did I play ball today? Sure it was fun, other than Shaun/Sean (I take it as Shaun) running a one-man show. Maybe he was… showing off? Or just is really very pro. Hahaha. And Jon following suite. Maybe he was… trying to not lose face? I don’t know. Basketball was fun, nonetheless. What I’m really hating now, is this massive headache I’ve got. The pain in my head, and in my heart, is just too much to bear. Why do you have to be so mean? I probably should have never assumed that we were going to happen, but it’s hard when all the people around me kept saying we would. Right at this moment, my emotions feel like they’re in this humungous whirlpool. I feel angry, missed, envious, loved, in love, sad, drained all at once. In other words, I’m very confused.
I really wish I could stop time, maybe rewind. I know everyone wishes for that. I want to not get in this mess, stop myself before I stopped somethings from happening. I’d be so different now. I think I’m just very jealous, and am looking for someone like him which is stupid. Because, there’s only one, and he’s with her. She’s like totally wowzarr, I would seriously idolise her if my religion allowed it. (Insert scream, because I’m not actually going to scream in front of the computer. I’ll look like a total idiot)
I have to focus on O’s!!!!!! Not on stupid stuff like this? Why do I get distracted so easily, WHY? I think it came from always getting my way. Spoilt, y’know, that kind of thing.
“Another night, another dream wasted on you” Not only does this part of the song relate to you, but actually, the whole song reminds me of you. You play it so well, I bet all the girls fell too.
Yeah, they probably did. I know one of them fell. Not then, but. Ugh stop. K bye.
-Alesana
HELLLOOO, LIKE OMG HIIII. I’D LIKE TO GIVE A GREAT BIG LOUD BOOMZ SHOUT OUT TO MY SISTER AND DEBORAH NYEAHAHA. I am looking forward to a siblings outing, and an End-of-Coursework-Celebration outing!!!!!!! Very very exciting.
You know what else is exciting (to Celeste at least)? A MATHS PAPER ON TUESDAY + WEDNESDAY! Ha-ha-ha. Really funny huh. I only did 9 questions today. I really suck, and am totally inefficient and it’s seriously not like I don’t try you know? Cause I totally do. But, ughhh Damn it, sure fail la. Also! SOVA paper’s after A Math on Wednesday. GO LIZZI! PUT THAT A IN SOVA! 
You can do it, yes you can! Lizzi, lizzi, you’re the. wo-man nevermind
I find no purpose in life now, I’m like. Okay I’m just looking forward to O’s, so that I can look forward to the end of O’s, and the start of many many things. Muahaha. Also the end of my time in IJ, which is a really sad event. Really. Who wants to leave IJ?!?!?!?! Sighx10×10³¹⁴¹⁵⁹²⁶⁵
-Bangles
I’ve been doing Maths! Actually, I only did 10 questions. But it really does beat sitting around the whole day reading Tumblrs and MLIA. I’m going for Novena today! (SVDP @8PM) The theme is ‘Where There Is Hatred, Let Me Bring Your Love’. Lissa’s sad the Redemptorists aren’t presiding the 9-day Novena. Mars is happy. So I feel pretty neutral to this whole thing.
Oh, yes. I’ve a tumblr! For quite a while now, actually. Explains the lack of activity here, and me reading Tumblrs a lot now, doesn’t it? I still don’t understand how Tumblarity makes me want to post more. Maybe that’s the whole point. -shrug- I like my Tumblr. Tumblrrrrr. And the missing E. Ha-ha-ha tumbler just looks weird now.
-Forever The Sickest Kids
WOWZARRR I TTLY <3 FTSK!!! Anyway, I was totally in the mood to study History BUT NO. I LEFT MY NOTES NEXT TO MY COMPUTER AND WENT TO CHURCH WITH MY SS NOTES. SMART ASS RIGHT! I found my SOVA notes anyway and trieeeed studying that. The foetal position can be vulnerable or safe depending on which point of view you’re looking at the subject from. The woman in the blue cloth curls up into the foetal position to feel safe and warm, however she is also actually very vulnerable. Okay I’ve no idea how to say why she’s vulnerable. DAMN STUPID SOVA, I’m supposed to be using Elements and Principles!!!!
AHHHH MOTHAAAA- My elbow flew of its own accord and hit poor Benjaime on the side of its screen :/ And my elbow really hurts now…. Why! Yeah Benjaime because Ben’s and Jaime Tan’s stickers have been stuck on it for like, ever. Hahaha SORRY BUT ITS TEMPORARY O-KAY?
I went skating just now. I CAN DO EAGLE YAY YAY YAY YAY PWNAGEEE HAHAHAHA. Okay this is a very uninformative post, but I don’t really care. I’m still posting it. I will finish some chem paper 2 tomorrow morning before going for Chem Paper 2. BEST OF LUCK TO ALL YOU POOR SUCKERS SOULS WHO HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY FOR YOUR LIT PAPER MUAHAHAHA.
My elbow still hurts
-Creed
My brother’s listening to some techno shit now. I mean, I’m really okay with techno and all that but, it’s just too much to handle!
Okay so today was realllly not productive, I really truly sincerely genuinely WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALL THE ENERGY I COULD SUMMON tried to study History. So I clarified how to write a basis of comparison essay with Samuel (yeah, from cat class/SJI hahahaha) butttt I really don’t think I can remember what he said. Thank goodness I wrote it down…. somewhere…
I slept like for most of today, it really sucked. I woke up at noon, got out of bed like, half an hour later. Did practically nothing the rest of the afternoon, occasional naps (on the table, on my brother’s bed which used to be mine btw), really tried to study history but just couldn’t make it. -sigh- How do you get out of a ditch as deep as the one I’m in?
I went blading in the evening, taught Celeste how to brake. Well, tried. She’s not as bad as she thinks she is, really. A little afraid. It’s allll in the mind, babe. (Ironic isn’t it? I think it’s all in my mind too, this whole slump thing :/) Yeah, I watched slalom skating tuts on youtube before that, I’ve a whole list of moves I wanna be able to do before the end of the year now. Hahahaha. I REALLY WANT TO DO AN ‘EAGLE’. K not DO an eagle, but. You get it.
I’m hungry Hah, Iggy’s listening to metal now. What an odd playlist
And truth be told, I’m lying~
(The All-American Rejects – Gives You Hell, Zomg you gotta love this song <3)
I know many people wish they could rewind and go back in time. I'd wish the same thing too, but if I do think like that, I'm never gonna grow up. To me, I'm still just this immature brat, who must get what she wants. I say what I want, when I want. Or I do what I think will make people see me in a better way. Or something like that. But I want to just be me, you know? And for now, ‘me’ is this girl who likes to use words a lot (simple words, because she doesn’t have a great big book of vocabulary like all the people around her, whom she envies a lot btw) and not show stuff through actions. Graaaah Idk what I’m talking about. I’m confused, very confused.
I’ve qualms about the things I said before. What if this isn’t it? What if this isn’t the solution, the cure for the disease I caught a day before my birthday? -insert sigh here- I’ll never change, always stay the same, and the amount of sighs I heave are tantamount to the level of my immaturity. -SIGH-
(Fear of the Dark – Chuck Billy)
YOOOOOOOOO I’M LIKE SOOOO MOTHAFRRRRAKING TIRED PLZ. Doing art in the gallery has resulted in my more than usual vulgar self. Hm, whatever do I really give a shit? I’M DONE WITH MY FINAL PIECE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOHOO LIKE TTLY WOWZARRRR~
Muahahah yes I just had to say that. Do you like pears? -wiggles eybrows- I do! Hahaha some are sweet, and yummy haha
GUESS WHAT CAME YESTERDAY.
Hoho, I stayed up til like, 3am this morning to stick stuff down on my prep boards. Miss Low says I can use 8 boards. I think I can, I think I can…
The little blue engine looked up at the hill.
His light was weak, his whistle was shrill.
He was tired and small, and the hill was tall,
And his face blushed red as he softly said,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.”
So he started up with a chug and a strain,
And he puffed and pulled with might and main.
And slowly he climbed, a foot at a time,
And his engine coughed as he whispered soft,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.”
With a squeak and a creak and a toot and a sigh,
With an extra hope and an extra try,
He would not stop — now he neared the top —
And strong and proud he cried out loud,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can!”
He was almost there, when — CRASH! SMASH! BASH!
He slid down and mashed into engine hash
On the rocks below… which goes to show
If the track is tough and the hill is rough,
THINKING you can just ain’t enough!
加油陈玉琳！Hehe. Anyway I am just here, to post that poem by Shel Silverstein. Whoo. Silverstein, the band, is pronounced silver-steen and not silver-st-ai-n. Hah, do you get it
HELLO EVERYBODY. I love the world.
Hahaha, in case you haven’t noticed, I only love the world when it seems like the world loves me. Sometimes it might not even be the world, just one person making me happy makes me love the world. And I’m nicer to people in general and seee, I make the world a better place hohoho.
Manfred missed out my name in the DYD behind the scenes video I’m, frankly, very hurt. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! I bring so much joy and laughter to the logistics team OKAY. Hahaha, whatever, I don’t really care actually. I’m just, happy I went for it.
I’m glad for Praise and Worship and I’m really thankful for last night’s ministry night and tonight’s Thanksgiving session. I’m getting back in touch with God, slowly but surely. The path I am taking now is an unambiguous one, I will make it out of this ditch aliveeee. ALIVE I TELL YAAAAA!!!!
Good night, Hah. I (obviously) need sleep
AH FUCK IT. Every three steps I take, I move like ten steps back. I’m sliding down into this bottomless pit, and I don’t even think I’ll make it out in time. In time to realise that O’s are over, and I screwed it up. Because Prelims wasn’t loud enough an alarm, because doing well isn’t huge enough an incentive. That’s what you get from having too much faith, and then losing it.
One cannot have hope, when he is not hopeless.
I LOVE OWL CITY!
