-Demi Lovato
HIATUS
Nyeahahahaha. Are you amazed? :O Never thought I’d go on a hiatus eh? For O’s too. HAHAHA. -kisses onedaylove- I’ll miss ya. Miss me when I’m gone? 
Edit (13 Oct):
Okay so like. Just read something. I’m really an idiot who’s has/is going to hurt lots of people. Well, maybeeee not lots. But a few (maybe two) specifically. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND ME. YES IT DOES NOT. IT DOES NOT. OKAY. Omfg shut up. SOVA O’S TOMORROW I’M SCARED. IF I CAN’T GET AN AVERAGE OF 8.5/10 FOR EVERY QUESTION I CAN FORGET ABOUT MY FRICKEN A1 FOR AEP. 
Okay so I’m like hungry x10⁴⁶²⁸³⁶⁰¹²⁹³⁵⁷⁷. HUNGRY!!!!!!! The only thing stopping me from eating freely is this sore throat. It’s sore and itchy but not itchy til the point I have to cough all the time. I want to cough, but I can’t? It’s so frustrating, seriously.
Anyway I had a good morning which was ruined by Mr Chan (how could you not expect it?). I felt like shit the whole day after that, but not because of what he did, more like he just totally pissed me off and chased the happiness away and put me in a super-sian mood. Okay, paired up with my sore throat and fever chill it sucked, like, real bad.
+ve note: I managed to get >6/10 for my SOVA homework! 
Hehe, I’m always stuck at 6/10, 6/10, 6/10. For this piece I got 7.5/10, 8/10 and 7.5/10 Whoooo! I really do hope Antony Gormley and Andy Goldsworthy come out for O’s!!!!! Time, space, memory, season, decay, EPHEMERAL hahaha.
SOVA paper’s next wednesday. Stupid school won’t let us leave school earlier, like wtf seriously. Whatever happened to two week (or something like that) break before your first paper? So annoying, graaah
I am so not inspired to do Physics now, thank you (the way Lily Allen says it) Mr Chan, thank you very very much. >>:|
-Michael Gungor
Okay. I am over you and I am over you. I swear. Yesterday, seeing them in the car, I was like wow okay. But he wasn’t there, aaaahhhh so there’s that sign for you. HOWEVER DURING MASS I SAW HER AND I WAS LIKE, ARE YOU SUREEE ABOUT THIS. I have decided to move on. I am moving on, slowly but surely. Okay maybe not that slowly hahahaha. Oh yes, and I always feel this twinge in my heart, you know, of regret. But I have decided, that I am going to get over you because it’ll be stupid to keep going back to those feelings that probably are based on just memories. Do you get what I’m saying? :/
Yesterday was the last day of the 9-day Novena! So there’s the Feast Day dinner todaaaay. Zomg I swear the church is so fucking annoying. Or the people planning where we sit at least. Seriously? Next to the CL cupboard? Are you fuh-reaking kidding me?! H8chu all ttm plz
We had our last retreat yesterday. I don’t know about the rest, but I really feel super sad that we’re leaving IJ. As in I’m feeling depressed already. We’re not gonna be able to shout, ANYBODY GOT A PAD anymore, or, like Justina/Sherlyn, lift up people’s skirts just for the fun of it. And worse still, I don’t have a chance of being in the same school as any of my classmates now, and that makes me even sadder because I seriously love my class okay. It took me this long to realise :/ And here most of them are complaining about JC when poly’s gonna be so much harder okay. I can’t imagine not having to wear a uniform, I mean, I’ve been wearing the damn pinafore for 10 years now.
-sigh- I am going to cheer up and focus on studying, because Fr Pereira (however you spell his name) said we should have a 9am-9pm study plan haha. 10 hours HAHAHAH. But after today, because well it’d be kind of pointless for me to start studying now when I’m going to leave the house soon. Prelims are over, but O’s aren’t. I passed my Physics MCQ but hell, I’m not gonna get my A1, A2 even. I CANT DO IT. 8 points with L1R4 I can’t I can’t, I know everyone’s telling me you confirm can one la but LOOK AT ME. DO YOU REALLY THINK I CAN? REALLY?
-Avenged Sevenfold
Exactly why did I play ball today? Sure it was fun, other than Shaun/Sean (I take it as Shaun) running a one-man show. Maybe he was… showing off? Or just is really very pro. Hahaha. And Jon following suite. Maybe he was… trying to not lose face? I don’t know. Basketball was fun, nonetheless. What I’m really hating now, is this massive headache I’ve got. The pain in my head, and in my heart, is just too much to bear. Why do you have to be so mean? I probably should have never assumed that we were going to happen, but it’s hard when all the people around me kept saying we would. Right at this moment, my emotions feel like they’re in this humungous whirlpool. I feel angry, missed, envious, loved, in love, sad, drained all at once. In other words, I’m very confused.
I really wish I could stop time, maybe rewind. I know everyone wishes for that. I want to not get in this mess, stop myself before I stopped somethings from happening. I’d be so different now. I think I’m just very jealous, and am looking for someone like him which is stupid. Because, there’s only one, and he’s with her. She’s like totally wowzarr, I would seriously idolise her if my religion allowed it. (Insert scream, because I’m not actually going to scream in front of the computer. I’ll look like a total idiot)
I have to focus on O’s!!!!!! Not on stupid stuff like this? Why do I get distracted so easily, WHY? I think it came from always getting my way. Spoilt, y’know, that kind of thing.
“Another night, another dream wasted on you” Not only does this part of the song relate to you, but actually, the whole song reminds me of you. You play it so well, I bet all the girls fell too.
Yeah, they probably did. I know one of them fell. Not then, but. Ugh stop. K bye.
-Alesana
HELLLOOO, LIKE OMG HIIII. I’D LIKE TO GIVE A GREAT BIG LOUD BOOMZ SHOUT OUT TO MY SISTER AND DEBORAH NYEAHAHA. I am looking forward to a siblings outing, and an End-of-Coursework-Celebration outing!!!!!!! Very very exciting.
You know what else is exciting (to Celeste at least)? A MATHS PAPER ON TUESDAY + WEDNESDAY! Ha-ha-ha. Really funny huh. I only did 9 questions today. I really suck, and am totally inefficient and it’s seriously not like I don’t try you know? Cause I totally do. But, ughhh Damn it, sure fail la. Also! SOVA paper’s after A Math on Wednesday. GO LIZZI! PUT THAT A IN SOVA! 
You can do it, yes you can! Lizzi, lizzi, you’re the. wo-man nevermind
I find no purpose in life now, I’m like. Okay I’m just looking forward to O’s, so that I can look forward to the end of O’s, and the start of many many things. Muahaha. Also the end of my time in IJ, which is a really sad event. Really. Who wants to leave IJ?!?!?!?! Sighx10×10³¹⁴¹⁵⁹²⁶⁵
-Bangles
I’ve been doing Maths! Actually, I only did 10 questions. But it really does beat sitting around the whole day reading Tumblrs and MLIA. I’m going for Novena today! (SVDP @8PM) The theme is ‘Where There Is Hatred, Let Me Bring Your Love’. Lissa’s sad the Redemptorists aren’t presiding the 9-day Novena. Mars is happy. So I feel pretty neutral to this whole thing.
Oh, yes. I’ve a tumblr! For quite a while now, actually. Explains the lack of activity here, and me reading Tumblrs a lot now, doesn’t it? I still don’t understand how Tumblarity makes me want to post more. Maybe that’s the whole point. -shrug- I like my Tumblr. Tumblrrrrr. And the missing E. Ha-ha-ha tumbler just looks weird now.
-Forever The Sickest Kids
WOWZARRR I TTLY <3 FTSK!!! Anyway, I was totally in the mood to study History BUT NO. I LEFT MY NOTES NEXT TO MY COMPUTER AND WENT TO CHURCH WITH MY SS NOTES. SMART ASS RIGHT! I found my SOVA notes anyway and trieeeed studying that. The foetal position can be vulnerable or safe depending on which point of view you’re looking at the subject from. The woman in the blue cloth curls up into the foetal position to feel safe and warm, however she is also actually very vulnerable. Okay I’ve no idea how to say why she’s vulnerable. DAMN STUPID SOVA, I’m supposed to be using Elements and Principles!!!!
AHHHH MOTHAAAA- My elbow flew of its own accord and hit poor Benjaime on the side of its screen :/ And my elbow really hurts now…. Why! Yeah Benjaime because Ben’s and Jaime Tan’s stickers have been stuck on it for like, ever. Hahaha SORRY BUT ITS TEMPORARY O-KAY?
I went skating just now. I CAN DO EAGLE YAY YAY YAY YAY PWNAGEEE HAHAHAHA. Okay this is a very uninformative post, but I don’t really care. I’m still posting it. I will finish some chem paper 2 tomorrow morning before going for Chem Paper 2. BEST OF LUCK TO ALL YOU POOR SUCKERS SOULS WHO HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY FOR YOUR LIT PAPER MUAHAHAHA.
My elbow still hurts
-Creed
My brother’s listening to some techno shit now. I mean, I’m really okay with techno and all that but, it’s just too much to handle!
Okay so today was realllly not productive, I really truly sincerely genuinely WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALL THE ENERGY I COULD SUMMON tried to study History. So I clarified how to write a basis of comparison essay with Samuel (yeah, from cat class/SJI hahahaha) butttt I really don’t think I can remember what he said. Thank goodness I wrote it down…. somewhere…
I slept like for most of today, it really sucked. I woke up at noon, got out of bed like, half an hour later. Did practically nothing the rest of the afternoon, occasional naps (on the table, on my brother’s bed which used to be mine btw), really tried to study history but just couldn’t make it. -sigh- How do you get out of a ditch as deep as the one I’m in?
I went blading in the evening, taught Celeste how to brake. Well, tried. She’s not as bad as she thinks she is, really. A little afraid. It’s allll in the mind, babe. (Ironic isn’t it? I think it’s all in my mind too, this whole slump thing :/) Yeah, I watched slalom skating tuts on youtube before that, I’ve a whole list of moves I wanna be able to do before the end of the year now. Hahahaha. I REALLY WANT TO DO AN ‘EAGLE’. K not DO an eagle, but. You get it.
I’m hungry Hah, Iggy’s listening to metal now. What an odd playlist
And truth be told, I’m lying~
(The All-American Rejects – Gives You Hell, Zomg you gotta love this song <3)
I know many people wish they could rewind and go back in time. I'd wish the same thing too, but if I do think like that, I'm never gonna grow up. To me, I'm still just this immature brat, who must get what she wants. I say what I want, when I want. Or I do what I think will make people see me in a better way. Or something like that. But I want to just be me, you know? And for now, ‘me’ is this girl who likes to use words a lot (simple words, because she doesn’t have a great big book of vocabulary like all the people around her, whom she envies a lot btw) and not show stuff through actions. Graaaah Idk what I’m talking about. I’m confused, very confused.
I’ve qualms about the things I said before. What if this isn’t it? What if this isn’t the solution, the cure for the disease I caught a day before my birthday? -insert sigh here- I’ll never change, always stay the same, and the amount of sighs I heave are tantamount to the level of my immaturity. -SIGH-
(Fear of the Dark – Chuck Billy)
YOOOOOOOOO I’M LIKE SOOOO MOTHAFRRRRAKING TIRED PLZ. Doing art in the gallery has resulted in my more than usual vulgar self. Hm, whatever do I really give a shit? I’M DONE WITH MY FINAL PIECE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOHOO LIKE TTLY WOWZARRRR~
Muahahah yes I just had to say that. Do you like pears? -wiggles eybrows- I do! Hahaha some are sweet, and yummy haha
GUESS WHAT CAME YESTERDAY.
Hoho, I stayed up til like, 3am this morning to stick stuff down on my prep boards. Miss Low says I can use 8 boards. I think I can, I think I can…
The little blue engine looked up at the hill.
His light was weak, his whistle was shrill.
He was tired and small, and the hill was tall,
And his face blushed red as he softly said,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.”
So he started up with a chug and a strain,
And he puffed and pulled with might and main.
And slowly he climbed, a foot at a time,
And his engine coughed as he whispered soft,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.”
With a squeak and a creak and a toot and a sigh,
With an extra hope and an extra try,
He would not stop — now he neared the top —
And strong and proud he cried out loud,
“I think I can, I think I can, I think I can!”
He was almost there, when — CRASH! SMASH! BASH!
He slid down and mashed into engine hash
On the rocks below… which goes to show
If the track is tough and the hill is rough,
THINKING you can just ain’t enough!
加油陈玉琳！Hehe. Anyway I am just here, to post that poem by Shel Silverstein. Whoo. Silverstein, the band, is pronounced silver-steen and not silver-st-ai-n. Hah, do you get it
HELLO EVERYBODY. I love the world.
Hahaha, in case you haven’t noticed, I only love the world when it seems like the world loves me. Sometimes it might not even be the world, just one person making me happy makes me love the world. And I’m nicer to people in general and seee, I make the world a better place hohoho.
Manfred missed out my name in the DYD behind the scenes video I’m, frankly, very hurt. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! I bring so much joy and laughter to the logistics team OKAY. Hahaha, whatever, I don’t really care actually. I’m just, happy I went for it.
I’m glad for Praise and Worship and I’m really thankful for last night’s ministry night and tonight’s Thanksgiving session. I’m getting back in touch with God, slowly but surely. The path I am taking now is an unambiguous one, I will make it out of this ditch aliveeee. ALIVE I TELL YAAAAA!!!!
Good night, Hah. I (obviously) need sleep
AH FUCK IT. Every three steps I take, I move like ten steps back. I’m sliding down into this bottomless pit, and I don’t even think I’ll make it out in time. In time to realise that O’s are over, and I screwed it up. Because Prelims wasn’t loud enough an alarm, because doing well isn’t huge enough an incentive. That’s what you get from having too much faith, and then losing it.
One cannot have hope, when he is not hopeless.
I LOVE OWL CITY!
… we believe God wants you to know that what you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are.
If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn’t it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers – our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that’s how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.
Whooooo. Okay, barriers – gotta climb over them. Fears – gotta face them. Rewards – I’M GONNA GETCHUUUUU!!!!
Deb, Jo and I went to Ikea today!!!!!! WHOOOOOOA I LOVE THE STUFF THERE. CAN YOU BELIEVE I’VE NEVER BEEN THERE BEFORE?!?!??!?! I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT HAHA. I want the 55m² house! HAHAHA. Yeah man so small but cosy and lalalala.
Hohoho, Starhub has this FREEEE MSN thing, zomg it’s like so totally awesome please? Rachael and I have it now hohoho. Go check if your phone can use it! HAHAHA. Whoooo~ Okay I think I might be just a tad high. Maybe because I didn’t have to wake up at 6AM TODAY WOWZAAAR.
School again tomorrow, hohoho. 5 Free periods. I really hope I do something productive because, I’m still lazy and I just cant get out of this frigging ditchhh. GET UP AND OUT! GBYE.
HELLLLLLO. GUESS WHO PASSED HER CHINESE O LEVEL’S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
陈玉琳！！！
Pro or not! HAHAHA. That’s me, btw. I’m so freakin’ happy, please! Yeah an overall C6, with a P for oral isn’t exactly the best, but I scraped a pass and that’s all that matters to me. Whoohoo!
Today this song played on Deborah’s phone:
In open fields of wild flowers
She breathes the air flies away
She thanks her Jesus for the daisies and the roses
In no simple language
Someday she’ll understand the meaning of it all
He’s more than the laughter
Or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat
Or a song on her lips
Someday she’ll trust him
And learn how to see him
Someday he’ll call her
And she will come running
Fall in his arms, the tears will fall down
And she’ll pray
I want to fall in love with you
Sitting silent wearing sunday best
The sermon echoes through the walls
A great salvation through it
Goes to the people who stare into nowhere
Can’t feel the chains on their souls
He’s more than the laughter
Or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat
Or a song on her lips
Someday we’ll trust him
And learn how to see him
Someday he’ll call us
And we will come running
Fall in his arms
The tears will fall down and we’ll pray
I want to fall in love with you
Seems to easy to call you savior
Not close enough to call you a god
So as I sit and think of
Words I can mention to show my devotion
I want to fall in love with you
My heart beats for you
Zomggg~ I love it. Love Song for a Savior by Jars of Clay. I’m sorry, I just find it weird spelling Saviour as Savior. Haha. British English. Anyway the song is real awesome. Go listen to it! I feel like I’m promoting songs with every post. Hah, I don’t mean to! I just am attached to that song at the time I decide to update. Speaking of attached… Hahaha. I haven’t downloaded the attachment from the email Miss Low sent me!!!!! Shyyyt.
DID YOU KNOW COURSEWORK IS DUE IN LESS THAN 7 DAYS? Hell no. I’m so screwed ? Like Miss Low said, we needn’t be done, but at least 90% finished. AND Prep boards AAAAALLL have to be in next Monday. Fuckkk My development boards, are empty~ (They’re empty…. Maybe we’re trying, trying too harrrrrd~ Hahahah)
SOVA O’s are like 3 weeks after Prelims end. Hohoho, I received enlightenment today. Blaaaah, I STILL haven’t started studying This is very very bad. I’m such a slacker now, and it’s like. UGH! Bad bad bad. I don’t have the determination to study, no motivation!!!! No incentive!!!! Okay maybe a litttttle. SP!
Yeah in case I didn’t tell you, I have decided that I will go to SP. OR, at least put SP as my first choice. Before NP. Sorry, I’m just a little bitter. GO DIE NP.
Yeah I didn’t get accepted for DPA. Haha.
So anyway even though I’m not going to school tomorrow (I’M GOING TO IKEA, FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!! WHOOPEEEEE) I’m gonna sleep now! Ciaoyalllzx.
HELLO PEOPLEEEEZXZXZX Hahaha. 早安你好！！！ English O level Orals are O. V. E. R-errrr I’m super happy ’cause the examiners were sooo freakin’ friendly (that I’m actually doubting I did well and they were just being nice) and the topic was relatively easy to talk about! Whoohoo! YAYYYY :mr green:
Love of mine, some day you will die
But I’ll be close behind
I’ll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the ‘No’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
“Son fear is the heart of love”
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the ‘No’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It’s nothing to cry about
’cause we’ll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the ‘No’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Wowzaarrrrr. I still haven’t been studying. I need to, ought to, and I know it. But. I just can’t get myself to! I blame you. You killed me.
Celeste and I were supposed to go cycling/blading to celebrate haha, well. We’re stuck here writing the darn script for the skit for Children’s Day mass. Seriously, when has CL needed a script? :/ Have I said this before, hahaha. I’m just a little disturbed, that’s all. -sigh-
Oh yes, I can’t wait for this Saturday! It’s alllll I’m looking forward to, and all that’s keeping me alive. I hope they sing Refiner’s Fire! HAHAHA. Sorry, just that it’s playing now and -faints- I love this song so much~ The story is also super touching. I MISS CAT CLASS TTC I want to relive last yearrr. Well, most of it. And a lil’ bit of this year Haha. Maaaan. Pesta Sukan, SDYD, come now!!!!!!! Pleaseee
Today, I only slept during Fausta Tan’s class. Hahaha, like for a while too! Because he stomped towards me (like what the hell right? I heard Deborah laughing before I heard him though) Oh well. I love Fausta Tan only because he’s the only teacher who jokes about me sleeping in his class. Mr Teh scolds me, or asks if I’m unwell, and Mrs Selvam just wakes me up by shouting it to the class. Yeah. Lovely teachers they are!
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God
When they’re starving or freezing or so very poor
No one laughs at God
When the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one’s laughing at God
When it’s gotten real late
And their kid’s not back from the party yet
No one laughs at God
When their airplane start to uncontrollably shake
No one’s laughing at God
When they see the one they love, hand in hand with someone else
And they hope that they’re mistaken
No one laughs at God
When the cops knock on their door
And they say we got some bad news, sir
No one’s laughing at God
When there’s a famine or fire or flood
But God can be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God-themed joke, or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they’re ‘bout to choke
God can be funny,
When told he’ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious
Ha ha
Ha ha
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God
When they’ve lost all they’ve got
And they don’t know what for
No one laughs at God on the day they realize
That the last sight they’ll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes
No one’s laughing at God when they’re saying their goodbyes
But God can be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God-themed joke, or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they’re ‘bout to choke
God can be funny,
When told he’ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughing at God in hospital
No one’s laughing at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God when they’re starving or freezing or so very
poor
No one’s laughing at God
No one’s laughing at God
No one’s laughing at God
We’re all laughing with God
This song by Regina Spektor is like, whoa. I realllly like it!!! -sigh- GO LISTEN TO IT NOW, PLEASE?
Anyway, Miss Low’s on MC!!!!! Cause of her stinking (I presume) foot (HAHAH do you get it?). So she wasn’t in school today and I didn’t do anything much. I painted one controller. Thats all :/ Deborah, Jo and I took like a one and a half hour break from 245PM HAHA. Which was the time we were supposed to START work, but. Well, you know us. Jing’s little space is cool because she brings her speakers to school and plays music for everyone in the gallery. But it’s not the point, is it?
I took public transport home today after AEP which is pretty rare because most of the time, I get a ride from Rachelle ’cause I’m too tired Teehee! But today we couldn’t stay that late so I thought, might as well take bus then, since it’s not THAAT late… I got home about 830PM anyway.
This post is pretty pointless, but I’d like to say ‘ZOMG ENGLISH ORALS ARE TOMORROW ZOMFG I’M DAMN FREAKIN’ SCARED PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!’ Yes, english O level orals. Rawwr! And ‘MARIA GORETTI MADE ME CRY? She is truly an inspiration for everyone. Please google the saint now’
AND You had better listen to Laughing With! Gnight people, pray for me and everyone else taking their orals!
Hi there! Goshh, I am aching all over. Basketball today was F-U-N!!!! I really loved it k, and the guys kept laughing at me cause I’m just really lousy at it, but I still had fun. Hahaha, Jon taught me a new move for slalom! Yaaaaay I’m happy hahaha. Will practise that for the week ey, haha.
I am getting a tad too desperate Lizzi, get over it!!!!!!!! If it’s meant to be, it’ll be. Also I’m feeling very ambiguous about… somethingsss. -sigh- (Maybe this is how the other party felt after he/she found out I had one. But maybe not. At least I told the other party about it, now I just feel… oddly left out)
Look out the door,
That’s what it’s for
And tell me what do you see?
I do believe
That through the trees
There’s something hiding from me
The window’s wide
It climbs inside
But I don’t hear it creeping
I know its plan
Because it can
It gets me while I’m sleeping
Oh, and it’s happening again
It is laughing in the rain
When it gets me I will
Never be the same
Come out the dark
And join the march
And we’ll taste victory, I know
And through the crowds
And bustling sounds
There’s something waiting for me
It wears disguise
A faint surprise
Though I can see its yellow eyes
Oh, I can hear it as it comes
And it wants to taste my blood
We’re already lost, my love
We’ll never be the same
An open gate will close at eight
I’ll bolt the door and pace the floor
I still believe
Behind the leaves
There’s something waiting for me
A rising fear
Tells me it’s near
And I’m about to be consumed
The monster looms
And soon I know I will be
Dead and gone
Oh, and it’s happening again
And I do not like this pain
Now it’s got me,
I will never be the same
You know I like to go
For familiar feelings
And when they show
They only grow
I can’t hide their meanings
You know I like to go
For familiar feelings
And when they show
They only grow
I can’t hide their meanings
Do I Pass, coNtinue or give up altogether?
(PS: PSAPP IS AWESOME, go check ‘em out!)
Woohooo my muscles are aching already But really, who asked me to pretend to be strong and assume that I could carry two boxes of bottled water up a floor. Booo, but I really had fun today. Teehee
So I met Clement on 88 and we met Paul at TP Macs about 645am for breakfast. Yes omfg right, 645am. Please I’m not even on the train at that time on normal school days luh. But I had yummmm-o hotcakes which were really truly very satisfactory considering that I woke up late :/ and rushed out to the bus stop in the darrrrk. Zomg it was scaaaary!
We reached school (yeah, my school! Whooo~) about 745am and boss was late. Hahaha, Gabriel Fransis (AUNTY C’S SON!!! :O :O Haha) is head of logistics for the Serangoon District Youth Day so yeah. We’re under him. He’s our boss yo.
The wholeeee morning we were like shifting stuff up, carrying equipment and all the amps and stuff. Hence the achy-breaky heart body hahaha. Then we just, … slacked. For an hour or so. Or was that before the carrying of stuff. I can’t remember!!! Zomg My memory’s failiiiiing me.
Lunch was okiedokies, I didn’t waste (that much) food (I only didn’t eat my veggies, but I ate EVERYTHING else okay, Debzxxx!) After lunch we didn’t do much. Heh, so we sat around and like yeah. Slacked. Hahaha. I practised reading and doing picture discussion and conversation for a while but then I got bored. And I probably looked like a mighty retard talking to myself. -shrug- oh well…
When rehearsal started, we had to help put out chairs, for like. Everyone to sit. I tell you these people better be grateful! Poor Paul and Perry (ALLITERATION!!!!) spent so long calculating how many more chairs we had to add and all that hahaha it was quite funny. Paul is like a calculator la, it’s freaking cool can?!?! He multiplies and adds up and subtracts numbers real quick. And its like hundreds lehh. I can’t do that :/
I’M ON LIGHT DUTY HAHAHA. Light duty, k that sounds strange. I’ve to like hold the light and shine it on the bishop’s face + that thing for adoration (omg I just CAN’T remember what it’s called!!!!) while he’s walking around the hall. It’s a really tough job okay, the light is so not light. (No pun intended Hahahaha) Yeah. But yay, cool.
I rushed off to Graduation Mass at CHIJmes. Rawwwr, I did offertory. Most people did not recognize me, well not really anyway. Don’t matter, cause I don’t care. The tray holding the secondary schol books + uniform is SO FREAKING HEAVY I am expecting major muscle aches tomorrow. Dieeeeeee
Yes and aren’t you glad I posted today! If not I’d never post about today cause I’d have forgotten hoho. I had a happy day today! (Thanks Peeeople HAHAHAHA, no you think you get it but you really don’t so don’t even try to try getting it) I’m glad I met like Kim and Tania and Claudia and Perry. They’re funny! And semi-entertaining when I’m bored (not the slacking parts but when we did work hahaha). Yay logistix! Gnight peoplzxxx. <3 I LOVE THE WORLD. (Or do I? :O )
It took two days
For me to figure out
This isn’t working out
But I lost my way
I drove all night
Just to be with you
But you weren’t worth the view
I gotta hit the brakes
Now you know
Get up and go
Arizona, Arizona
A car wreck on highway
Now you’re burning
By the side of the road
Arizona, Arizona
Is a million miles from Florida
Now you’re history
I’m stranded
Get me out
I’m going home
Deep in your soul
Lies a lonely heart
That only ever pumps
For you alone
And I can’t relate
So I gotta leave you here
I can breathe without you, dear
Just start walking away
Now you know
Get up and go
Arizona, Arizona
A car wreck on highway
Now you’re burning
By the side of the road
Arizona, Arizona
Is a million miles from Florida
Now you’re history
I’m stranded
Get me out
I’m going home
Tell me, how does that feel
With the Grand Canyon
Between me and you?
Tell me, how does that feel
To see me waving goodbye?
Took two days
For me to figure out
This isn’t working out
I gotta hit the brakes
Arizona, Arizona
A car wreck on highway
Now you’re burning
By the side of the road
Arizona, Arizona
Is a million miles from Florida
Now you’re history
I’m stranded
Get me out
I’m going home
Arizona, Arizona
A car wreck on highway
Now you’re burning
By the side of the road
Arizona, Arizona
Is a million miles from Florida
Now you’re history
I’m stranded
Get me out
I’m going home
I love this song! Check it out, muahaha HEY MONDAAAAY (Nooo the weekend’s almost over)
(Oh yeah, afterthought: I changed tagboard? Soooo I hope there isn’t all that… weird spam thingamajiggies no more Meow!)
