- Death Cab For Cutie

Recently I felt this fear to go to bed. Well, not exactly. I was feeling scared of something in more than anything else. And it was quite a strange experience. I think it might have been caused by the heightened hormones in my body at the time… I sure hope it was.

Currently waiting up with my mom now. She asked me to accompany her while she prints stuff for school tomorrow. I’m tired. I shall go to bed after this post, which is… mainly to update this blogggg. Which is kind of dying? I think? Hahaha.

EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVER. One last paper – Cell biology. It’s pretty easy in my opinion? The contents are easy to remember once you’ve grasped the concept. I think paying attention in class helped, phew!

I’ve been watching The Mentalist, hehe it’s so good. Simon Baker is sooo good looking + Jane and Lisbon make a really good pair hahaha. I’m stuck at episode 7 because 8 won’t downloaddd. Hopefully it’ll be done by Thursday so I can watch it when I get home!

SOOO excited for Thursday, I can’t wait for it to come! After Cell Bio, I thinkkk a few of us are gonna watch I Am Number Four and then there’s the barbecue at Nivedha’s! Wheeee I’m bringing marshmalllowwz yum :3

OH! AND. AND. ZAKI & BOBBY WENT DOWN ON MONDAY TO GET THE TICKETS (???) FOR GENTING. WHOOOOO It is confirmed. That we are going there. Hahaha sooooooo excited omg cannot. wait. (Few of us are going to Genting during the holidays, whoop! Shopping! Theme park! FUNNNN!) Hehehe.

I missssss this. When can we have our next sleepover, guys?????? Lissa, Mars, Celly???? It feels so different now, like. I don’t know! Different schools, different people, different subjects of interest? But I don’t ever want to lose you girls you are awesome we are awesome together hahaha.

More thoughts coming your way. I don’t know who I am right now. I don’t know what I’ve become, what I’m turning into, what I’m looking for… I just hope that whatever it is, I won’t lose myself and all that I believe in….

Or have I already lost it all?