Walk Away


A Thread Cut With A Carving Knife

– Stars

This blog is 4 years old!!!!! O M G I feel old… and totally useless hahaha. Anyway I’m almost done with my third semester in SP. Goodness, that’s nearly halfway done with my poly life! (G-A-W-D that’s slow) My tests just started today, and come 24 August I will be freeeeeee! For almost 2 months, I won’t have to touch school work ^^v oh the excitement I’m feeling right now!!! So much planned for the holidays – I’m going to Bangkok! with my mom and Larissa and her mom, and there’s also gonna be a chalet for our classmates and stuff, and then there’s Sports Club’s Night Cycling event (which I’m planning!). Well, that isn’t a lot actually. But it’s enough to keep me going!

I literally feel as if there’s a hurricane inside of me, so that all my emotions are a mess. I feel physically and mentally tired. I’ve too much on my plate at this moment!!! (It’s okay I will pull through, I must)

Ahhhhhh, Tom Felton & Emma Watson are just tooooo cute! Both as individuals and together! I’m totally getting into the whole “aw-I’m-gonna-miss-Harry-Potter-it-was-my-childhood-and-now-it’s-over” mood on Tumblr and on We heart it… The pictures are just too pretty and the quotes are touching :’) Harry Potter isn’t over though!!!! It lives on in all of our hearts (yeah, yeah…)

I also cannot get over Juno quotes/gifs. It’s just the feeling you get after watching a movie or listening to a song, and someone is connected to it. Okay, don’t brood. Make the good memories last, and the write the bad ones in sand.

It was a hot and sultry afternoon
Sometime at the end of June
We had collapsed ourselves in shade somewhere
To conclude our love affair
But it was too damn hot to speak that much
It felt easier to touch
So we forgot to fall apart that day
And the next day


What’s happening…

Desert Song

– Hillsong United

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it’s way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be empited again
The seed I’ve recieved I will sow

Walking on

This is a different feeling, unlike that of being overwhelmed. I just feel like getting away from everything. Escaping into that room, where I know I can find comfort and somewhat good company.

All except for you, ugh. You ruin me.

Come and get me

It’s been a while…… Hello everyone! Sorry for disappearing. Well, technically I didn’t because I was at my livejournal (lol go find it if you can).

I’m very tired. And busy. But I feel good 🙂 Busy = good. Makes me enjoy what free time I have. And that’s very fulfilling. Going to Genting soon, I’m so excitedddd kekeke I really can’t wait ^^ Lots of other things coming up, I can only pray for the grace of persistence and for the strength of the Spirit to see me through.

I feel different…

I think if I’ve learned anything about friendship, it’s to hang in, stay connected, fight for them, and let them fight for you. Don’t walk away, don’t be distracted, don’t be too busy or tired, don’t take them for granted. Friends are part of the glue that holds life and faith together. Powerful stuff.

Jon Katz


We don’t need to rush. If something’s bound to happen, it will happen. In the right time, with the right person and for the best reason.

Tell me it’s me you’re dreaming of

Why You’d Want To Live Here

– Death Cab For Cutie

Recently I felt this fear to go to bed. Well, not exactly. I was feeling scared of something in more than anything else. And it was quite a strange experience. I think it might have been caused by the heightened hormones in my body at the time… I sure hope it was.

Currently waiting up with my mom now. She asked me to accompany her while she prints stuff for school tomorrow. I’m tired. I shall go to bed after this post, which is… mainly to update this blogggg. Which is kind of dying? I think? Hahaha.

EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVER. One last paper – Cell biology. It’s pretty easy in my opinion? The contents are easy to remember once you’ve grasped the concept. I think paying attention in class helped, phew!

I’ve been watching The Mentalist, hehe it’s so good. Simon Baker is sooo good looking + Jane and Lisbon make a really good pair 😀 hahaha. I’m stuck at episode 7 because 8 won’t downloaddd. Hopefully it’ll be done by Thursday so I can watch it when I get home!

SOOO excited for Thursday, I can’t wait for it to come! After Cell Bio, I thinkkk a few of us are gonna watch I Am Number Four and then there’s the barbecue at Nivedha’s! Wheeee I’m bringing marshmalllowwz yum :3

OH! AND. AND. ZAKI & BOBBY WENT DOWN ON MONDAY TO GET THE TICKETS (???) FOR GENTING. WHOOOOO It is confirmed. That we are going there. Hahaha sooooooo excited omg cannot. wait. (Few of us are going to Genting during the holidays, whoop! Shopping! Theme park! FUNNNN!) Hehehe.

I missssss this. When can we have our next sleepover, guys?????? Lissa, Mars, Celly???? It feels so different now, like. I don’t know! Different schools, different people, different subjects of interest? But I don’t ever want to lose you girls you are awesome we are awesome together 😉 hahaha.

More thoughts coming your way. I don’t know who I am right now. I don’t know what I’ve become, what I’m turning into, what I’m looking for… I just hope that whatever it is, I won’t lose myself and all that I believe in….

Or have I already lost it all?